A week passed and now Geet started working as Maan's personal nurse. She had a hard time when she told her Mother that she would not be able to come home anymore, just every Sunday.
She still remember Rohit’s crying a lot. They were worried because her brother has an asthma attack.
They had taken him to the hospital so she was delayed from work. Maan was very angry with her because of her sudden absence.
Because she didn't get to say goodbye to him before. she found out from Mr. Malhotra that he has gone wild again and is looking for her.
Instead of being worried it was like...she was even happy.
Is this what they call thrill?
Geet admitted to herself that she really have feelings for Maan. But for sure, she was just attracted to him. Yes, just attracted.
she doesn’t wanted to fall for Maan because she didn't want other people to look down on her. She didn't want her own brother to live with her and disappoint her mother.
But maybe... that's not really her reason. Maybe she was afraid of falling for someone who loves someone else. She was afraid of getting hurt. She was afraid of not being loved back. She was afraid to love Maan.
“Hey, you okay?”
Geet stopped thinking and looked at the speaker.
She immediately sat up on the counter when she saw Aarmaan in the doorway, she smiled slightly at him.
‘Yes, just thinking about something. Have you been here before? ‘
Not at all.’ He said then walked towards her. she followed him with a look as he took something to drink.
He leaned on the sink and glanced at his wrist watch then turned to her again. ‘It's already late, you can't sleep?’
‘Hmmm... because I'm still a bit new.’ Even though she have been here for a week, she was still not used to it. This was her first time to work as a personal nurse and this was also the first time that will live in a house other than her.
Home sick? Asked Armaan.
Hmm...’ Geet nodded.
I see...’ He said and then put down the empty glass. He came to her and sat opposite where she was sitting
‘Is Maan asleep?’
‘Yes, that's why I escaped.’ Geet revealed.
His eyes twinkled in amusement and let out a laugh. ‘He's really clingy to you, huh? Haha ...’
She just shook her head and laughed.
Aarmaan gave her place to sleep here in their house. She also couldn't enjoy it and use it because Maan didn't want it.
He wants her to sleep in his room. He said she shouldn't leave his side and she shouldn't lose sight of him.
He even made her move her stuff there if she didn't like it. So yes, he got angry and ignored her. She didn't try to persuade him because his ego might grow and he just wanted to be obeyed all the time...
But she admits... she feels happy when he does those things. Sometimes she doesn't even understand herself. She was confused but she doesn’t want to find the answer to her feelings.
‘What if... Maan falls for you? Will you catch him?’
Geet was surprised by Aarmaan’s sudden question. She was not speechless but her body reacted differently.
‘Because I thought, Maan was starting to fall in love with you. I can see it through his eyes.’ Aarmaan said and her heart beat faster. She avoided his deep gaze and sighed.
“You got it wrong, Aarmaan. He won't fall for me because we already know who his heart belongs to from the very beginning.” She felt bitter as she said that truth. She knew that until now Sam is still in his heart.
Every time she heard him (Maan) accidentally calling her Sam and every time she heard him whispering love you to Sam in his sleep. She doubt that Maan will never fall in love with her.
‘He can still change his feelings, Geet. It's not because he already loves someone that it's impossible for him not to find someone else. Look at his actions, he depends on you. Sometimes I think that maybe you charmed my brother to be attached to you like that.’
Stop giving me false hopes, Aarmaan. She wanted to say that but she chose to just laugh and took what he said as a joke.
She met his eyes and smiled a little. ‘Because sometimes, what your eyes see is the opposite of what's true. I know that Maan only sees Sam in me. He's just infatuated with me.’ She smiled sadly.
Aarmaan shakes his head, ‘Maybe yes, maybe not. But just in case... if Maan does love you, will you love him back?’ even when you just nurse to him now?”
Geet didn't answer and stared at him intently. She felt like he's just catching her. How she feel for Maan.
No.’ she answered and looked away. She felt some resistance but she ignored it. She can't trust her feelings to herself, can she to others?
She stood up from the chair and looked at Aarmaan who was staring into nothingness as if he was deep in thought.
Aarmaan, I'm going upstairs, huh? I'll leave you here.’
Aarmaan looked up at her, ‘Are you sure?’
Geet frowned at his incomprehensible answer. He shook his head and stood up.
I'll be back. Sleep tight, Geet-ah.’ He added and went up before her.
She ignored what he did and quietly went up to Maan's room.
She breathed a sigh of relief when she saw that he was still asleep. she approached him and fixed the blanket on his body.
Geet stared at his handsome face. His face was strong and defined. No matter how many times she look at it, she will never get bored. she looked down at his lips, his thin red lips that fitted in his sharp jaw.
She lowered her face to steal a quick kiss on his lips. She couldn't stop herself from doing that especially since it seems to attract her.
Sam....
Geet stopped in the process of stealing another kiss. She smiled bitterly and they settled down. Something crashed into her system that made her sluggish.
Her chest tightened for some reason but she will put it aside because it's not possible. She knew it's not possible and she has no right.
She took a deep breath and walked to the balcony. She leaned against its barrier and looked at the dark sky.
Geet smiled bitterly as she thought about what happened earlier. It seems unlikely that Maan will ever forget Sam.
Why am feeling this way? Why do I want Maan to forget Sam? And why do I feel like want Maan to see me and love me?
She shook her head at the crazy thought. She didn't really know herself anymore. She was in trouble. She doesn’t even want to accept that she was falling for Maan.
She didn't want to fall for someone who isn't sure if she’ll be taken.
Geet looked down and looked around. She felt really happy when she saw there big fountain in the middle colour by led lights. It's beautiful and entertaining to watch.
She still remembers the first time she saw their house. She was amazed then, she didn't even know if it's a house or a mansion because it's so big.
The huge mansion was painted in cream and mint green which is nice to look at especially the many trees and plants.
In the pool area, they have a large infinity pool with led lights. What's even funnier is that they have a tree house that is said to have been made by Maan.
Geet looked at it and couldn't help but smile. Maan is really just like a child.
She took a breath and drowned herself again by staring at the sky. Lots of stars and glitter.
She smiled when she thought of her father. How is he? is he happy where he is?
She stopped thinking when suddenly someone hugged her from behind. Just by smelling it, she knew who it was.
He rested his chin on her shoulder and she felt him take a deep breath.
She hopes he doesn’t feel her shivering, not because of the cold but because of the overflowing emotions.
Something is her stomach is tickling. It feels good. She caressed her left breast to calm her losing heart.
Why are you still awake? I thought you left me alone in the room...’ His deep voice tickled her ears. Geet was nervous and thinking of excuses.
It's always like this when he's close to her. She gets nervous. He's not angry but why do feel this way?
She laughed at the thought and let herself lean into him and feels the warmth of his body.
You're not sleepy yet?
Instead of shaking her head, she yawned.
Geet was surprised when he separated from her and picked her up.
Maan! What are you doing? She asked while struggling in his arms.
‘We're going to sleep.’ She felt the softness of the bed on her back when he laid her down. He immediately moved to her side and hugged her..
Kiss me good night, Geet...’ he demanded in his husky voice.
Geet turned to him and saw his closed eyes and then slightly snorted.
She swallowed and slowly lowered her head to kiss him. His lips are soft and she will never get tired of kissing them.
Good night, Maan...’ she said weakly but he only answered her with weak snores.
Geet laughed softly. You're driving me crazy, Maan.
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Precap :-
ps - change name from Aarav to Aarmaan... also both are just brothers with only one year age different..that s why they are like twin..
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