He finished taking a bath but her face was still hot. She could still feel his gaze but she couldn't do anything rather than to avoid it.
She handed him his cloths while looking over his shoulder. She can't meet his eyes and don't know why.
Hey...’
Geet was startled, suddenly feeling his hand on her shoulder.
‘Why can't you look at me?’ he asked.
‘I-I'm looking at you, right?’ she glanced at him but immediately looked away. She was counted! She doesn’t know why she feels this way.
She will never forget his question to her. What does he think of his buddy? Scary?!
‘Oh really? Or you're just imagining how it will look like when my c*ck is inside your a**? Maan said proudly.
Her ears warmed while her breath quickened. If only she could really hurt a patient!
Geet glared at him, ‘Shut your mouth, Mr. Maan, it's not funny anymore.’
Maan grinned, ‘Well, I don't care. I want to tease you.
‘Pervert.’
She mumbled with a frustrated pout on her face.
He grinned even more and she was surprised when he grabbed her suddenly, pulling her closer to him. She slammed into his broad chest.
‘How did you say that?’ His voice was hoarse. She struggled and tried to push him away. She looked up and glared at him because nothing happened in her struggle.
‘Let me go this instant, Mr. Maan.’ She resisted his hot gaze on her. She was even more annoyed when he just grinned and bowed slightly. She almost squinted at the small distance between their faces.
‘Feisty, huh? I like that.’ And he brought his face even closer. Her nose fared in annoyance at him. With full force, she pushed him away. He stumbled back a little and Geet sat down.
‘Stupid.’
He chuckled seeing her antics. She looked at him and stood up. Shaken her skirt before standing in front of him.
‘You à**ho*e!” she was furious...but then immediately covered her mouth, after realizing that she said it out loud! Stupid, Geet!
His grin widened and he started to step closer to her. She backed away with wide eyes. Annoying! Why can't she do anything about this man?
She closed her eyes tightly as leaned against the hard and cold wall. She has nothing left to fall back on. She squinted her eyes and saw his blank reaction but the smirk is still on his lips!
‘As*h**e, huh? His voice was so deep that she turned pale, as if knew what was coming next.
‘I'll report your disrespect to me.’ He turned his back on her.
She knew it...One of their rules inside this hospital was respecting their patients. No matter what they do to you, you should still respect them. How is it? She clenched her fist and rushed after him, grabbing his hand to stop him from walking.
‘I'm sorry, Mr. Maan.’ She bowed. She can't accept it still... He was at fault, why should she apologize?
He withdrew his hand from her grip so she was forced to look at him. His face was stoic and void of emotion; she almost shivered on his coldness aura.
‘Your sorry is not enough.’
Her jaw dropped as she couldn’t stop cursing him. She took a deep breath and looked him in the eye.
‘What do you want then?’
Mareez-E-Ishq Hoon
Main Kar De Dawa
Haath Rakh De Tu
Dil Pe Zara
Oo….Haath Rakh De
Tu Dil Pe Zara
He stared into her eyes fervently, like he was trying to read her mind. His piercing gaze made her restless...she preferred to look away, she hate that look. He was planning something again...she knew it...
‘I want my Sam.’
‘What do you mean?’
‘I want you to pretend to be my Sam.... for one day.”
Her jaw dropped, ‘Are you crazy?’
His face hardened and his eyes grew colder. She was surprised when he violently grabbed her by the arm and pulled her closer to him. She winced in pain.
‘You know the answer, stupid!’ No matter how hard he shows, she knew he was hurt by what she said. She didn't mean it, she was just shocked.
‘I'm sorry...’
‘I'm willing to do it, if that will make you happy and forgive me. But how?’
His face lighted up and he let go of her. ‘Just pretend that you love me that you care for me.’ His voice softened and he looked away from her.
‘I'm so pathetic.’ He washed his face with his palm. It's like he's troubled.
‘It's okay, I want to do it.’ She assure him for she couldn’t see him in trouble.
Maan stared at her and smiled bitterly. ‘You're just doing it because of pity. Am I that so pitiful?’
Geet sighed. She really don't know what to do with him. He was already hurting, he was putting himself down even more. Why is he drowning himself more and more instead of coming up?
Mr. Maan—
‘Maan... I want you to call me only Maan, Sam called me that way.’
Call me a pathetic but I want this.’ He added.
Geet looked at him little shock. In her 24 years of existence in the world, she has never had a relationship. Maybe, because of the hardships of life, she chose to help and work hard to reach where she was now. She was attracted, yes. She has a crush but that's about it. She couldn't attach herself to others because her family was her priority.
She still doesn’t know how it feels to be loved, except for her family. But while looking at him doing this because of so much love, it's like the pain of loving. It is better to be alone in life than a life where you are always hurt. She will be content with loving her family and loving herself, she doesn’t want to ruin everything she has just because of that love.
Maan...she called out softly.
Talab Hai Tu Tu Hai Nasha
Ghulam Hai Dil Ye Tera
Khulke Zara Jee Loon Tujhe
Aaja Meri Saanson Mein Aa
He smiled and closed his eyes tightly. ‘Yes, I missed that. I miss your voice. I miss you, sam.’
Geet was stunned by what he said, as if something clicked in her heart that she doesn’t know. She calmed herself down and erased the bitter feeling.
‘I miss you too, Maan...’
Why am I feeling this way? Why am I so nervous? She thought bitterly.
She was surprised when he hugged her, her heart beat faster and couldn't stop breathing. What's happening to her?
Chaha Tujhe Maine Wafaa Se
Maanga Tujhe Maine Duaa Se
Paaya Tujhe Teri Adaa Se….
‘I know you will come back to me Sam. I'm the one who you really love and not that sonofabitch, am I right?’ He broke away from the hug and looked at her. ‘S-Sam? Say it say that you love me.
I – I love you Maan.
Oh shit. Was she correct in agreeing to this agreement? She just wanted to see him happy but why doesn't her body agree every time he calls her sam? She slapped herself and shook her head. You're just pretending. Geet! Remember that!
‘Babe? Why are you hurting yourself?’ he asked seeing her antics.
Should call him babe too? She wondered innocently, ‘Don't mind me b-babe...’
Ugh! They look like fools here!
Maan smiled, ‘Are you hungry? I'm gonna feed you. Let's sit on bed.’
Before she could speak he pulled her. Instead of sitting on his bed, she was placed on his lap. Her ears got hot from what happened. It's so fu**ing awkward!
Mareez-E-Ishq Hoon
Main Kar De Dawa
Haath Rakh De Tu
Dil Pe Zara
Oo….Haath Rakh De
Tu Dil Pe Zara
‘Open your mouth let your Maan feed you.’
Geet frowned, B-But, Maan... it's not my food. It's for you... That food is only for patients.
‘No. You eat with me or I'll punish you, sam.’ He was stubborn.
B-But...
No buts, open your mouth, babe.’ He showed her his big angry eyes and she had no choice but to follow him. She turned pale after having the first bite only, it had no taste but she knew it was mixed with medicine. Her stomach won't accept it.
She immediately stood up from his lap and ran straight to the bathroom. When she got to the lavatory she threw up the food. She washed her mouth and left the bathroom. She was stunned when she saw Mr. Maan bent over and looking at his food. His face was emotionless and seemed to be deep in thought.
After a while, she was startled when he threw the food he was holding and screamed loudly. He straightened himself and stood up. He approached the wall and hit his head again and again.
Geet immediately rushed to him and took his hand to pull him. He faced her, his head down and his hair a mess. The tears falling from his eyes did not escape her. She didn't want to hug him. Tears welled up in her eyes. Her heart was full of compassion and couldn't stop feeling too much pity for his condition.
She hugged him tightly and let him cry. He repeated calling sam name again and again and his voice was filled with resentment.
She moved away a little to see his face. She cupped his face and made him look at her. He closed his eyes and his face was full of tears. his nose was red from crying too much.
Mareez-e-Ishq hoon main, kar de dawa
Haath rakh de tu dil pe zara
O o... haath rakh de tu dil pe zara
She wiped his tears with her thumb. Stop crying, Maan. Everything will be alright. She said softly.
He opened his eyes and looked into her eyes. ‘Geet...can you kill me now? I'm tired, just wanna die...’
Her heart was squeezed by what he said. Why, Maan? Why are you doing this? Why are you torturing yourself?
She just shook her head, ‘No. Dying is not a solution to escape your problem. I'll help you to forget her.’
She wanted to show him that his life shouldn't just revolve around one woman. He shouldn't be driving people crazy who can't really see his love.
Karam Hadh Se Hai
Zyaada Mujhpe Tera….
Haath Rakh De Tu
Dil Pe Zara
Oo….Haath Rakh De
Tu Dil Pe Zara
To be continued...
Precap - Kiss...
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